This is for Rebecca back in post 21. I read your fascinating story again and noticed the ending— I’d love to have my pizza delivered by a BMW, a Porsche, or a Jaguar! Why do we have to feel that we are deserving of a beautiful instrument? This is the USA! If you want it, go for it: for no other reason than it’s special to you and makes you think of your mother! If I was a millionaire, I’d buy it for you in a minute. Plus maybe sponsor an exorcism for that organ loft.